Exhausted

What I felt before school end, I feel more now. It's double tiring than I've imagine. Only now I understand that life isn't easy. You need to keep working to gain what you want. I believe it's a luck to get what you want but if you work hard enough, you somehow deserve it. Considering the time I spent at one place, it's unreasonable. 12 hours standing causes back pain, muscle pain, almost broken legs and headache. I don't miss school that much but I miss how I used to be careless about everything. Thinking back at the time, I was completely happier than now. Ps, I'm searching for a hairstylist that makes good masterpiece; to of course change my look. I've turn into an ordinary plain human being with messy hair, double weight and darker. God, I'm ugly and exhausted.